So Disgusted with Doctors

I was in the hospital for 3days.Yesterday I went for a follow up with the Neurologist.My left eye pupil is large and his is still saying TN causes this.It seems to me,these doctors dont know what the heck they are talking about.I was told I was born with an extra blood vessel on my left side of brain,but still wont do crap for me.I still say I had a stroke that affected my eye and whole left side of body and their saying no stroke,a seizure I had.This doesnt make sense to me.I woke up in severe pain,my whole left side of body .I do get severe pain in my left eye and head,that wakes me up at night.I am put on 100mg ofGambapentin 3times a day,500mg of Levetiraceta twice a day and eye drops 4times.This medication isnt doing crap for me,just so miserable and in alot of pain.Wont know for 2weeks if i have a blood disorder.I have to wear support stockings on my legs.Was tested for ms,lyme and lupus,they said no,I dont have it.This is no way to live,cant do crap anymore.

My one pupil is bigger then the other too. I noticed in high school and I assumed it was from doing drugs. lol When I showed it to my brother he was freaked out by it for awhile. lol Maybe it is caused by TN cause I’ve never seen anyone else with it. But i’ve never read about it for TN before. Trust me I hate doctors too after it took 2 yrs to get diagnosed with TN and had some pretty rude and ignorant doctors but I honestly believe the pupil thing might be a TN thing.

I never did drugs,the ambulance people took notice it right away.I never had this until I collasped on the floor.My husband said it looked like I had another stroke,my speech was slurred and I couldnt move my left arm and legs.I do have blockages in my neck my left is 69blocked,and right is 59,but wont do anything until it hits 75.The doctors did say,this is a mystery to them.Ive been dealing with problems for 27 years.I dont want to die like my mom did,she had a stroke and would of been a vegetable,but she had a massive heart attack.