Yesterday my TN out of the blue hit me. Being 6 weeks post-op, I was frightened. Today is a great day! I wrote this letter letting it know what I thought of it. I try not to swear, but boy did the TN hack me off! Thing is while yesterday was horrible, today is the best day I have had since surgery. Was yesterday just a strange part of the healing process? The weather here in Portland is changing, and we are set to get snow in a day or two. I wonder if that played a part. Who knows? I am going to leave a message for my neurosurgeon on Monday, and see what he thinks. Reality is while yesterday was horrible, today is a great day!
Dear Trigeminal Neuralgia,
Yesterday you acted like my recent surgery never happened, and kicked my face again for all it is worth. Your actions caused me to have some major panic attacks for which I am grateful Malcolm was here, to talk me through them. Today though is by far the best day I have had. Now, that you got your sucker punches in, have your proved to yourself, you lost? You have tried for the past 18 years to take me down, and I am still here. You tired to get me to end my life. You have, at times, made my life a living hell. Thing is I am still here, stronger than I was before.
In closing I just want to say, FUCK YOU LOSER!
Sincerely,
Me.
