Hello All.
Recently, I attended two cranial-sacro osteopathy sessions conducted by a MD. I chose this therapy in a desperate attempt to improve my condition…if even by an inch.
By way of explanation, I had had a major flare up in early December 2011---the first flare-up in 6 months. In those six months, I was punctually taking without exception 150mg. of trileptal 3 times a day. In those six months, nothing changed. Then…wham.
My spasms have increased from 7-10 seconds to 10-14 seconds with these last 4 seconds being a previously unimagined pain, a new thin malevolent pain that has me screaming non-stop in addition to the customary clutching/pressing my face as hard as I can and invariably crouching near/on the floor. This newer, longer pain brings me to the precipice of being knocked-out but sadly, does not push me into unconsciousness.
My meds were increased to 900mg. of trileptal and 1200mg. of neurontin. As this zombie-producing drug mix began to distance me from feeling the pain of underlying spasms and then actually eliminate the spasms, I began to look around frantically for something, other than surgery, to---like I said----distance myself, if by one inch from the return of the spasm and prospective surgery.
I remember talking to a stranger who had TN and who refused to take medications. A mutual friend asked me to talk to him. In our e-mail exchanges, he mentioned the word: sacro-cranial osteopathy. Sooo, in addition to my stopping eating meat, beginning acupuncture, and---of course, enough medications to stop the spasms and handcuff me, as a side-effect, to a depressing preview of alzheimer's…I tried cranio-sacral osteopathy.
Here I must pause and tell you that which you may have already deduced...with the amount of drugs I was/am taking, no therapy would be able to distinguish itself as improving my TN condition. Even if it did help, I couldn’t/wouldn’t feel that help. I knew this ahead of time but I needed to do something, something new, something extra. I needed to be proactive and somehow, someway, I hoped that it might help me hold on to my sanity.
So, why am I offering my experience if I cannot say if the therapy worked or not? Good question…because perhaps all these words might add insight and assistance to one person, like me.
I never looked up the therapy to understand what it involved. I went forward thinking that the therapy would be a chiropractic manipulation of the neck bones from the bottom to top of my neck. And boy, when I was on that table facing the ceiling, was I surprised.
The doctor put her hands around the sides and back of my skull and sometimes at and around neck bones but her touch never exerted more pressure than a nickel would lying on my head. In fact, sometimes, I imagined this most light touch as actually hovering over my skull, it was that delicate a touch. And there she remained, sometimes motionless. What a shock it was to learn that this was the actual therapy. She also did the same thing down by my feet/ankle area.
Again, if the therapy worked, I would not be able to tell you because of the measure of meds I’m taking. Likewise, if the therapy didn’t work, I could not tell that either. Had I been of good health without TN plaguing me, I would have been skeptical to the extreme. But I am not in good health. I am in desperately bad health. And I live in mortal fear of the meds not-working-again. So I never questioned the efficacy of the Dr. or the therapy for the two hour long sessions I attended.
I have no idea whether the acupuncture is doing anything either but I am continuing this therapy. My not-eating-meat is continuing and, I think, is aimed at my trying to lose or at least, keep in check my weight which increased by 25 Med-pounds since going from 450 mgs. of trileptal a day to 900mgs. of trileptal plus 1200mgs of neurontin.
Tomorrow at 2:00PM, I am scheduled to have a stand-up MRI with and without contrast, the first leg of what I now hope will be a successful MVD sometime in the near-future.
I can’t live with the meds at this level. And I am mortally petrified of any weaning. The meds are robbing me of me.
Good luck everyone.