Hi everyone,
I posted this last month on the failed procedures group. I was looking at it today and noticed that even though today is a new day, I have the same pain.....
I feel like all I do is rant, rave, beg, plead, cry, sob...I had MVD on March 4th. No relief of pain at all. It has been almost 2 years. Pain everyday, all day, every hour, every minute, every second. I try not to complain all the time to my husband. He has been great, but I am an absolute drag to be around. I try to hold myself together around my kids (29,24,19). Does anyone else feel like they are just sliding into a dark abyss of just pain?
I try to look for the positives in my life. I do have many blessings. Great husband and kids, a roof over my head, food on the table. But it is just so d*** hard to enjoy any of my blessings because of the pain ALWAYS there.
My heart goes out to all of those who visit this site.
Take care and I wish to all of you some relief of this never ending spiral of pain
Janice