Well I am scheduled for an MVD late next month. I am looking forward to having a better quality of life. I want to be able to put on blush on my cheeks and go for walks hopefully without a scarf and be able to sit on my deck on a sunny day. I will look forward to getting either off the meds or at least reducing the amount I am currently taking
I do not mind that my jaw area may become numb.
As with any surgery comes risk along with personal apprehensions. I have a super neuro who did my gamma the other year and the hospital staff are great. I guess it is just the unknown about them poking around near the brain.
My hubby is in full agreement this is the right choice for me at this time and my good neighbor when I told her about this operation just grabbed my hands and said the most beautiful prayer I had ever heard asking for healing and happiness.
I wish the date was sooner so I do not keep thinking the what if questions as I am a worrier. I think I will be more worried about hubby as he is a very emotional type person. We won’t be in our own city when this is done so I will be worried about him as far as being lonely and not eating decently. Stupid things but things I worry about. He will also be worrying about the family pet that will have to be boarded and if he is ok.
I also have to tell my 88 year old mother who has been in hospital since May after being found in her apt after 24 hours and then after that having 2 hip surgeries She feels that I should put hot cloths on my face but then again she foes not understand TN.
My son has to be told this weekend and he is a worrier like myself. My granddaughter who is 8 will be told and she is more able to understand that gramma needs to get better so we can do more crafts and go to the park.
I keep positive with most things in my life as I enjoy life and all the good things there are in life. TN has really changed me as a person as my hubby says he wants the really fun loving outgoing person I was. The person who loved hoping out or planning dinner parties for our friends
I look forward to a successful operation and will try not to worry about things I have no control over. Life is good and I am a part of it. Lord help me be strong for all of us
Chippy