Trying not to be jealous

I’ve been fighting multiple sclerosis since '06 and now this. I try to keep the faith but sometimes it’s hard. I get jealouse when I hear my husband talk about his friends and how they laugh. I only have one friend and we only speak on the phone. Sometimes it feels as if he receives pitty from his friends to make him self look like a stand up guy, but he is not always the nice guy to me and kids.

Thnx Ro. I needed that. He is not physically abusive but he likes to fuss a lot. He seems to be angry 85% of the time.