Oh thank you so much for the comments.
Yesterday I did not have the pains. I MAY have felt two or three little "tingles" but I probably wouldn't know because of the pain killers, Loretab, my GP prescribed. Holey Moley I was wasted by the end of the day. I did NOT like the feeling. It sure wasn't like when I was a teen, that's for sure. I do believe I had a catch 22 on my hands, so to speak. If I didn't try to keep ahead (terminology from the doctor who admitted me to the hospital last week,) of the pain I would feel an attack, but if I took the medication as prescribed I would be high. Well, that is what happened yesterday. Actually, the side effects have been going on for a few days. Up until yesterday having the Loretab "on board" was great because although I had breakthrough pain big time the medication kept it "manageable." BUT now I don't know if I had ANY pain yesterday because I was so zoned out.
I had a friend over to help me rearrange and clean and by early evening I was falling asleep during conversations. Actually the last few days I have been doing this. During meals I'm practically dropping my fork and nodding off. Now I don't know which is worse. Yesterday morning I felt nauseous upon awakening and didn't take any meds until I had something in my stomach. Now I am awake and I THINK I feel my back tooth starting to get wonky. URRRhh, chicken or the egg time...Loretab, no pain......no Loretab, pain.....Loretab, wasted if it itsn't a TN attack......Loretab.....no pain.....feel wastetd....oh you know what I mean.
Next, issue....Now I know this is coming from the STILL SO NEW TO THIS DEPARTMENT and has probably been covered a million times, but I'm going to talk about it anyway. (cause this is ME were talking about, wow I'm feisty before pain meds,) So what do you "professionals" think? I didn't feel attacks yesterday because IT'S GOING AWAY and my trip to the Mayo is a big fat waste of everyone's time? I didn't feel the attacks yesterday because the Loretab is now coursing through by blood like a sea full of seaweed?
Are you fairly CERTAIN chomping down on that wad of paper towel during the tattoo wasn't the cause. If you finger had been in my mouth you would be fingerless guys.
Headache wise, I rarely get them. I have had 2 migraines in my life. One just before my wedding almost 30 years ago and the second one, not so sure. Very MEMORABLE. These were similar, but different. I only had these for about a short time. Then they went away. Talking 30 years or so. What is the term for thinking something is so because of something that isn't the reason? And once you have a migraine you never forget what it feels like. These just were not them. I can see where it wouldn't be Zyprexa related because now that I'm thinking with a clearer head this morning , I have been taking the Zyprexa every day and guess what...no eye pain or headaches.
ELSTEP....Yes, every area of my life is going through my head. I wrote a history of my life regarding pain and it was 50 entries long, ridiculous. I went through and took out a few things even. It's just that I had been told even the smallest thing could matter.
I don't really want to take the pain meds today so I can see if the attacks are felt but I'm scared of the attacks. It has now been since November 16 or 17 since these started and I have only had one and 1/2 days with no attacks. I began the Loretab a few days ago and yesterday was the first day I was attack free. Do you think I should not take the Loretab to see what happens? Or is it too late, I have it and it is just a coincidence I didn't have the pains yesterday or the Loretabs did their jobs. Oh, here is the strange part.....in cleaning my house my back was KILLING me. Why didn't the Loretabs help with that pain?
Best,
Pheoebe