Oh, Susan, and you deserve your life back!
I had a hard time, at first, articulating what was happening to me as well. No one understood. They told me I had TMJ between the years of '03 and '09. For 7 yrs., I went on, suffering every day, trying my best to work and care for my children.
I take Gabapentin too, but I am also on Oxycodone. I have always wondered what Gabapentin would do on it's own to help. They never brought up Lupus in the course of my treatment. They ruled out TMJ and M.S. with MRIs'. I saw your post here, and I may not respond to everything, but felt compelled to respond to you.
You have found a good support group online. I hope you have a good support group at home, as well. I do. I can't always make them understand everything. They are always wondering why it seems I am being jerked around by the healthcare system, but they have been explained my condition fully. Having them understand makes all of the difference.
I've tried many things during the course of my disorder. Opiates are the only thing which bring me much relief. I would love to find something else which worked. I used to think I was a candidate for surgery, but us Atypicals rarely benefit from it. We do have one of our member's, Tomey, who I am going to check in with later to ask to his progress.
At any rate, I would like to talk to everyone here, every time they say anything, as I see you guys all as brothers and sisters, because of what you have been through. Atypical Trigeminal Neuralgia is life changing, to say the very least. There is only one piece of literature out there for TN sufferers. It touches on ATN. It's called "Striking Back", the Trigeminal Neuralgia Handbook. It is the only piece of literature out there that I know of aimed directly at us. This is a rare animal you are suffering with.
We are glad to hear from you, because, like I always preach . . . .through exchange of ideas and shared experiences, it could be that we find a better understanding, and possibly more solutions. Feel free to contact me anytime. I will be sending you a friends request, if I haven't already.
Hugs,
Stef