The feels & amateur poetry

Im feeling like i dont know what to do next, please excuse my ramble.
I feel like this will never get better,
this pain is here to stay
I feel like 7 years and not 7 days have passed
"my world" is already in shambles
I feel like those who understand now,
will lose patience and such
I feel like this may win somehow
I feel like none of this is fair and just not right
I feel like this darkness will swallow up the night

Thank you for putting my 3:00am thoughts in words. :)

Hugs and wishing you good days!