Finding this site has been a blessing to me. I (like many of us) felt so alone and isolated. Since TN is "all in our head" others can't see it or have any idea how incapacitating it can be. I try to keep "Up" about it. Most days, with the help of drugs, I can put on a "Happy" face.
This site has opened the door for Frank and I to finally discuss my TN. I am thankful for that. Its no longer the white elephant in the room. He sees how coming here and reading about everyone else has helped me find answers that before were so elusive.
I try to bring humor to my life daily. Gloria invited me to join the laughter group. I go and read the posts. They are cute and funny. Unfortunately, my humor is much more sarcastic and sometime misconstrued. So I leave the posting to the site experts.
I have already had one of my blogs "edited" by the moderators for my bold frank topics. So I will pull back some of what I feel are honest discussions about life as a 40 something woman living with TN.
This week has been rough for me overall. I am training an assistant to be here when TN has me down and when I finally have MVD done. I am hoping mid-May. I am trying to get the family to understand, it's back and I'm not handling it very well. I am trying to organize my life so I can delegate and cope.
Thank God it's Friday. I don't have to get up at 5am tomorrow.