Cathy I am so sorry for your situation. The only words of encouragement I can offer is that you are not. My illness, like so many others, started with dental procedures i did not need. Fortunately, I live in an area with excellent doctors who unfortunately, have tried just about everything over the past four years. I am in pain or waiting for pain. There is nothing else. The psychological damage and severe depression that goes along with this disease is some days unbearable. I have lost everything I spent my life building, creating and sharing.
The migraines an TN go hand to hand. I find that if the migraines are triggered by pain, unless you dull the pain, you won't cure the migraines. The Opiates for pain actually help cause migraines so it is important to know why you are having a migraine. Weather is a huge factor in predicting migraines as well as side effects from other medications. I take Maxalt for Migraines but if the pain is too strong I like to deal with that first. I find that creating an very cold, dark and quiet room works best for me. I go in to my quiet place and practice breathing exercises and try to see what happens. My migraines are 15-25 days a months lasting four hours or longer. I have had Botox treatment for migraines twice. I wouldn't say it does the trick but there is a reduction in severity and length for a few months. It is not a cure. There is an electromagnetic pulse that just finished clinical trials. You take the unit home but it can be pricey. You have to find what works best for you. Diet, overall health and your ability to have quiet time come into play.
I have been on Disability for almost four years waiting for my final trial with Social Security and then I am done trying. A cavity anytime in the next decade can destroy me. As I am not one to take my own life, I plan to move away from the city I love to a remote area in Northern California, way, way North. I just want to be left alone, away from people, to suffer quietly with my dogs. I am a single dad with two teenage sons in college so it's very hard. I have had several surgical procedures, take over 5,000 pills a year and have had over 150 doctor and dental appointments to try and fix this misery I call life.
I take 6-8 10/325 Percocet a day along with Lyrica, Nortriptyline, Xanax, Zoloft and oh so much more. My RX is for 180 Percocet a month over the past three years. My tolerance is very high but it is all I have to manage the burning, gnawing, frozen, stabbing pain. My Internist and Pain Specialist know I just cannot stop taking the pain medication. We all know, if the pain ever starts too fade that I am an addict by design under my doctors case. If that time comes, i will need rehab and help to clear my system from opiates. It comes with the diagnosis. I tried medical marijuana which helps the boredom of being home alone all day.
I have been cleared for ketamine infusion therapy for 30 days but am holding off. I have become anemic over the past year which just makes everything worse. Hang in there. We are all here to help.
I know these are not the best examples of hope and support but again, you are not alone.