Hello everyone! I'm new to TN, I'm new to this website, I'm new to chronic pain, and I'm new new to feeling so desperate for answers. And all wikipedia and other googling leads me too is that one line that says:
"It has been described as among the most painful conditions known to humankind"
Great. JUST F***ING GREAT.
Anyway, nice to meet you all. However, I'm sorry that any of you are living with TN. Let me fill you in on my situation:
I'm a wife, mommy to a 3 year old girl, and a 1 year old boy, Photography lover (esp macro), animal lover, and a neurosurg RN.
It all started with some numbness/tingling/decreased sensation with intermittent twinges of pain that I've had for approx 10 years. I have never made a huge stink about it so pretty much every Dr I've ever had just blows it off. Then in Feb 2014 I had a sinus surgery for a deviated septum. Then one month later underwent a second surgery to remove infected packing from the previous surgery. Everything was going really well on surgery day after surgery. I was getting ready to go home, they were getting ready to take my iv out when I suddenly experienced 10/10 left facial pain. (my left cheek) It was like I was being electrocuted. My doctor did a stat head CT, thinking I may have a post op hematoma. Turns out I didn't, but with my history, my ENT suspected TN and referred me to a neurologist. He also put me on neurontin, and a medrol dose pack. On Monday march 17th I was at work (i work eve shift) when I had 10/10 left facial pain again. I went to the ER which lead to a 4 day hospital admission. I screamed and cried like a terrible patient nearly the whole time. I went between wishing I was dead to being convinced I was going to die from pain. I'm a nurse. I know better then to act like that but all rational thinking when straight out the window while the pain was happening. The neurologist told me it was rare for people my age to get TN without MS or a brain tumor so he did MRI's To test for both. Also, I had recently been having numbness, tingling, and weakness to both arms. PS: an MRI During a flare up was absolutely awful. I was so lucky that the MRI said NO MS, and NO BRAIN TUMORS! Thank. God. (I do however have bulging discs from c3-c7 that do not require surgery at this time). The neurologist put me on tegratol and titrated me up to 400mg TID. They let me go home from the hospital on Thursday because my pain was doing MUCH better. I was having quite a bit of dizziness but I could tolerate that compared to the pain. On Friday 3/21 I had extreme dizziness. It was so bad that I couldn't even walk without holding on to furniture and my speech was impaired. I called my neurologist who told me how to taper off of the tegratol. While I was on tegratol, I had very little pain, now that I'm off it I'm having very constant 7-8/10 pain. GREAT So, now what??
So my questions are:
[1] What can I do to have less pain??
[2] Am I doomed to just keep trying medicine after medicine to see what works and what has intolerable side effects?
[3] What surgical options are there?
[4] WHAT HAS WORKED FOR YOU????
Thank you so much for reading all of this! I feel lost and stranded on a desert island. Does that sound crazy?? I'd love to get to know you and navigate this TN world together. I'm sorry that any of you are dealing with this. Man you all are TOUGH!!!!
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