Hi! My name is Janice and I am brand new to this site. Thank you to all who have already welcomed me.
I was just diagnosed with Trigeminal Neuralgia and have lots of questions. I hope this is the right place on the site to put questions, and if not, please let me know.
I'll try to make a long story short, but I apologize, I tend to be very wordy!
I have been having symptoms that began very minor last November. Felt movements of my face, mouth and tongue. These steadily progressed, becoming worse. Felt movements left side of face, occasionally on right. Began having "tickly" feelings left side of face a few months ago. These became worse and progressed to pain left eye and back of mouth. felt like rear molars were shredding the inside of my mouth.
Everything continued to get worse. I have constant feeling of movements left side of face. At times it feels as if my face is on fire, At others, as if my eye and face are being sliced by razor blades.
Also, my head began to "bob", I felt like it is due to strength of the movements I feel.
I was seeing a psychiatrist who initially thought the problems were due to medication, but as thinks continued to get worse, he told me it was "Conversion Hysteria", a nice way of saying I was "crazy" and that it was all "in my head".
After a month or two of trying to convince myself it was "all in my head", things became unbearable and I made an appointment to see a neurologist. I have seen the neurologist twice. MRI done and it was normal. A week and a half ago, I saw him the second time and he assured me I was not "crazy" and said I have TN and Essential Tremor. He said Tremor is what is causing head to "bob" and tongue and mouth to "wiggle". Said the TN is what is causing the pain and the nerve impulses are what is causing me to feel as if left side of face is constantly moving (moving doesn't exactly describe how it feels, but it is the best way I can explain it). I feel at times as if my left side is being pulled down by the motion.
The doctor started me on Tegretol 100mg twice and day for a week , then 200mg twice a day for a week, then 300mg twice a day until I go back to see him.
Everything just continues to get worse. When the pain is bad, it is nearly unbearable. The feeling of movement is constantly present and extremely disturbing. I also have this terrible feeling of pressure in my face and head. There has been no improvement on the medication but I have only taken for about 1 1/2 weeks. I am not scheduled to go back to see him for another 2 1/2 weeks, and I feel each day, I can not stand this one more day.
I have wanted to read more about TN and Essential Tremor, but have a difficult time sitting and looking at computer screen. I feel constantly nauseated and don't know if it is from the feeling of my head "bobbing", like I am rocking on a boat, from the medication, or from the TN. Someone at another site told me about the book, "Striking Back", for information on TN and I ordered it on Amazon.
I didn't know enough about TN when the doctor diagnosed it to even ask any questions. Plus I was so relieved he believed me, and didn't think I was "crazy", I could think of little else.
The only thing I had heard about TN is the pain. I have so many other strange and bizarre sounding symptoms, like the movement and the pressure, I am wondering if anyone else experiences these things.
I have lots of other little strange symptoms, but I won't try to list them all.
I wondered if you could let me know if any of you experience things similar to this. Also, if you know if it continues to get worse and worse. I would also like to know what has worked for you in treating this "nightmare".
I would greatly appreciate any information and input you may have.
I apologize again for how long this is!
Janice