Hello friends,
This med has proven to be my "get out of TN hell free" card. I never thought anything else ever would be AGAIN! I don't seem to be "fuzzy headed", shaky, or a little forgetful, like with all of the other medications, including the anti-convulsants, that I have tried . . . . just need a lot of "Miralax"!
It just, somehow, seems as if my coach will turn into a pumpkin at any time, or someone will pinch me and I'll wake up. Hmmm . . . . .and I only have to take 30 mg. every 8 hrs., which means that I'm only needing 2/3 of my script. I combine it with Oxycodone, prescribed by the same PM doc, for "breakthrough pain", because Oxy isn't as constipating. I know, though, because I have had Oxycodone before, that the Morphine Sulfate is doing most of the work.
I've been able to drop two of my other "maintenance meds" without any consequences. I don't want to dump any more chemicals into my system than I have to.
Has anyone else here had any experience with Morphine Sulfate a/k/a MS Contin? Does a tolerance develop quickly? Is there anyone else here who works or goes to school on this particular med. I feel as if I could. I feel almost NORMAL AGAIN!! (well, ok, I'm Stef, I never have been and never will be normal and I like it that way . . . .lol, but you know what I mean).
I haven't let onto my kids yet how I think it is working. I don't want to give them false hope. It's been impossible for my fiance to not notice that my demeanor is more chipper, that I am not always grabbing my face, complaining about my pain spikes, having to lie down in misery at certain times of the day, etc. But, then again, he has always thought I would find the answer to my problem. He just thought it was a matter of time. I don't want to get his hopes up too high, either.
I have three people depending upon me to be "functional". I wonder what this is doing to my body long term. I wonder what else isn't moving as it should. Surely, this miracle comes with more problems than just constipation!
I remember the first other TN patient I ever spoke with. She is a nice lady, a friend of mine on Facebook. I was in horrid pain every day, feeling like the ATN symptoms were worse than a cancer, eating at my life and at those around me. It was miserable. I described my plight to this person, who claims to "no longer have flair-ups". I thought it was one of the procedures she had undergone, but no, she told me, "Morphine and Lyrica" were my miracle. I hope you find yours soon. Well, that was approx. two years ago. Could it be that I have? I don't know. All of my life, if something sounded too good to be true, it probably was (except for the guy I plan to marry, so far, but I even look for "what's the catch" in that). I'm a natural skeptic, I guess.
So, any info that any of you could provide me about your experience with this medication would be helpful and sincerely appreciated.
Sending wishes for compassionate and informed care to all.
Your friend,
Stef