So today I have hit a major road block and I am having severe anxiety about it right now. It has been nearly two weeks since my last nerve block for my ON. I got seven days this time. My mom finally got in contact with the Dr. and that's where the problems start. I haven't been able to talk to her about this mess yet but the basics of it are he now is convinced that the migraine meds he gave me last week worked so he's prescribing me more. When I don't think they worked at all. They didn't help the pain in the back of my head at all. It helped only the pain and nausea I had been having on the front (and that had only been for a few days, the other pain had been going on 6 weeks). I don't know if she had the timeline wrong when she told him but the back of the head pain didn't go away until days after I had taken the migraine med (it went away when my nerve block normally begins to kick in). So now I'm just sitting here crying, waiting for her to call me and explain what the hell went wrong. I am so worried that this doctor won't listen to me anymore after this, and if he doesn't I am absolutely screwed. From past experiences with other doctors stuff like this is a death sentence. This is why I didn't want her getting involved. She didn't check with me before talking to him and she tends to do things off the cuff and rash sometimes. And now she's so busy at work that she won't even call me. This isn't fair. I finally had something really good going for me, I was getting better, and now it's probably dashed. I can't go back to the constant pain again. I just can't. I'd rather die than go through that again. These last 5 days with pain have been so awful, living has just been torture. I don't normally ask people for help but I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't even know if I'm going to see him on Wednesday anymore, he might've cancelled it because he thinks these medicines are working when they're not. So much for 2015 being a better year.