My favorite time
Is in the early morning,
when I awake slowly,
with my eyes still closed in a meditative moment,
the lingering peacefulness,
a lagging effect from when the pain turns off at night,
still pain free for a short time,
but aware, in the dark,
maybe neurologists will study this effect one day,
research how the unconsciousness of sleep
shuts off the pain signal
and extrapolate a treatment to the waking state,
when I will wake, and smile
and let the warm shower water stream down my face