hi there,
I am a new member here and Id like to tell my story.
I am a male, 35 years old and a research engineer by profession. Aside from the medical stuff I am about to discuss i also suffer from anxiety and OCD. (just some background info)
My problems all began about 8 months ago when i started having tingling and numbness in my left hand. After a few days this spread to the right hand and after 2 weeks I was having weakness and tingling in my legs. I was also having bowel problems (couldnt empty my bladder). This was all super scary and i insisted that i had some kind of spine issue thats pressing on my nerves. My orthopedics doctor did an mri and he said the spine is clear and referred me to a neurologist. They did an EMG and a sweat test and they both showed some abnormal stuff. Here are the results:
EMG:
"This electrodiagnostic study is consistent with very mild, multifocal polyradiculopathy involving the cervical C6 and C8, and lumbar L4-S1 myotomes. There is very mild right ulnar mononeuropathy at the elbow by conduction criteria. There is no convincing evidence for a large fiber polyneuropathy. The multifocality suggests a process involving the root entry zone, such as seen in post-infectious conditions."
and sweat test:
"There is evidence for mild, length-dependent small fiber neuropathy with involvement of the sympathetic sudomotor fibers."
Finally the neuro diagnosed my with neuropathy (not really a diagnosis in my opinion). At this point i was convinced I had MS. The neurological symptoms went away and they came back about 2 months later. This time i was having vision problems and really difficulty focusing at work. And my work is very mental so i can easily tell when my mind is not where it should be. Also I was having erectile problems which have never been the case for me (pretty scary for a 35 year old).
These symptoms this time around lasted for a month and then they were gone again. The doctor had given me gabapentin for the tingling and pain in my hands/feet but I never took them because i thought they would interfere with my ability to do my job (Which was really suffering during these flare ups).
Finally i thought that maybe my issues were gone until one day at work i had a really weird electrical sensation in my temple. It was so severe that i got up and walked around to see maybe someone shot me with some kind of tazer! Lol.
This laster for an instant and i ignored it until it happened two days ago, in my right temple. Again I ignored it until I was hiking with my girlfriend a few days later. I noticed a very dull achy pain in my right jaw, deep inside. It felt like TMJ which i thought I used to have so i didnt give it much attention. Well, a few days later i had a flash of the most excruciating pain in my right jaw, and right away i knew this is no TMJ. I saw my dentist/internist and finally neuro. Even though this lancinating pain episode happened twice I pretty much felt the dull achy pain in the right jaw most of the time. I also had it to a lesser degree on the left and sometimes even around my teeth and near my right eye.
It was easy to see the neuro because I had already been seeing her for my prior issues. When i told her about my symptoms she said I have ATN. And i asked if this is independent of my other neurological issues and she said yes! which i think is outrageous because it is so unlikely to have two such uncommon issues and not try to find a common cause here (MS).
I mean, prior neurological issues, bilateral MS, young patient... hello! this is clearly MS. But i couldnt convince her. She did give me a contrast MRI but only of the skull base which said :
"The right superior cerebellar artery courses in close proximity to the superior aspect of the right trigeminal nerve cisternal segment. This finding is consistent with neurovascular compression in the setting of trigeminal neuralgia."
This was all done in Stanford hospital and now I finally got a referral to the UCSF TN clinic and hope they can give me a more convincing answer.
Currently I am not taking any medication except zoloft for anxiety (even though the doctors have given me tegretol and gabapentin). I am weaning off however to consider going on Elavil to see if it can help my ATN (if thats what i have).
The pain has been very disruptive to my work as you can imagine and I feel awful most of the time. I have always had the ability to disengage from my physical pain but there is something odd about this pain. It's as if my mind has connected my anxiety center to this pain and the two of them (the anxiety and the TN pain) are working together to create a magnified effect. When i feel the pain i get anxious and when i get anxious i feel the pain! good times lol.
Also I have to mention that I have had neck issues (pain and soreness) for a long time and been seeing a physio for it, so perhaps this cervicogenic model is true in my case. Also I have OCD and i think i read a discussion post saying how there could be a connection between OCD and TN (this was just a forum post however).
Sorry for the long post folks, please let me know if you have any thoughts and thank you for reading my very verbose post.
H