Ive been told by several neuros and internists all different ways to cure this pain. Ive been told that the surgery would be a great idea and because of my age its better for me to fix the problem then to be medicated in pain management and taking other drugs for the rest of my life. Im on 27 years old and i cant ever see myself living on medications like that forever. I want this pain to go away forever, and if that means doing a more invasive procedure i don't have a problem with that. Ive been suffering for a year now, i cant take much more. Pain medication helps, but DO NOT FULLY RELIEVE THE PAIN! I also am in a bad place bc my body has horrible reactions to anti consultants and the anti depressants. So as of now im stuck on pain medication and thats it. I feel hopeless, confused, scared, and lost. If i cant have a surgery i will be on this medication forever. I never want to feel what i feel every day again and i will never give up until im out of pain. If im told by my neurosurgeon that MVD surgery is definitely out, i will have no other choice but to stay on pain management. Does anyone have any thoughts regarding both treatments, and if the surgery did work for you, or why you chose to stay on medication. Im trying to learn as much as i can about this to make the right choice to get my life back...please help me with any opinions or experiences you have or know people that have. More than anything i wished the gabapentin (neurontin) diddn't mess me up the way it did because it was the one time in combination with pain meds i had little to NO pain...SO now i need help figuring out what to do next...and who better to ask then people that are going through the same thing . Thank you for your help, this is all so new to me- Jen
p.s i was told by my endo that he would choose pain meds for the rest of his life if he had my diagnosis... and never the surgery...i dont get why some people want to stay on the meds? and is the surgery that risky or does it not always work?