Praying for you to get relief. Don't give up and keep asking for them to give you some type of anti-convulsant! I would rather be tired and forgetful than feel that pain. ((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))
Nir, consider the advice Red has given you, I know it to be excellent. From me, commiserations, I hope for strength for you friend, I know you can fight this and be strong again, {{big hugs}}
Nir, how are you feeling my friend, Jackie, Red and I are thinking of you. xx
I know how you feel. I feel like i'm trapped in myself and my life has become something i don't understand. Its a vicious circle , take enough meds to get rid of the pain and you feel like a zombie, but you have no choice as the pain is unbearable and then the meds fail so you have both at once. I feel full of panic and fear a lot of the time. I can't seem to muster up the ability to do anything. Its like my brain is covered in treacle and my face is being ravished by a monster. My thoughts are with you xxx