Hi LaQuisha. I wish I could hold you in my arms darling. Now I know you want to panic and think the worse BUT I want you to grab that smart, analytic part of you, that part that will help you survive no matter what. You will survive and thrive.Grab a piece of paper- you are suffering a lot of symptoms of different things at the same time. Write down what you know.
1) you have TN and you are taking medications - write down the medications that you are taking for this. Notice in your first post you said you think you are managing that.
2) you said you had sinus and infection. Now review your medication. Research this online and see if you can ascertain if you are getting better, how long. See if any home remedies. Know your body will heal.
3) you are have a flash burning pain that is helped by pain medication. Write this down, the medication that is helping. This is an new unknown source of pain. Assume that this pain will be treatable. It is scary because it is unknown.
----------- Now my Dad said something to me that relieved me. Even though the pain was horrendous he told me THE PAIN ITSELF WAS NOT LIFE THREATENING. Many times when we feel pain we get scared because it means something is horribly wrong. In the case of TN it is like crossed wires. It is perceiving pain where there is no functional pain. For some reason this helped calm me down. Wikipedia has a great write up.
Now write down your priorities
1) You must be very careful with your pain medications. Review all the precautions on taking them!!!!
2) Food is important but the most important is your water. Especially during healing. Use a straw and tell yourself YOU MUST GET LIQUID. If you can not drink or will not drink you must go back to the ER. If all you do is drink water your body will heal the sinus infection. You can live a long time on water alone.
3) Get some Ensure or liquid food drinks and drink through straws. If this is all you can do, that is OK for a while. You can survive a long time without any other food as long as you get water. Later you can make nutritious fruit smoothies.
4) If you are feeling suicidal get help immediately. There is a number of this home page. All the different drugs you are on could be confusing you. Be especially careful with pain medications.
You insurance may have a nurse hotline. My husband has used this and they were fantastic. Also my regular family doctor was great in trying to help me resolve issues. Many times you can talk to your doctor's nurse for advice.
There is also a Doctor online service http://www.teladoc.com/ (there is a video that shows how it works) Average cost $38 and average call back time 22 minutes.
Good luck sweetheart! You will get through this. Break it down into sections and rate the individual pain so that it does not blur together. Don't let your mind rush to its worse fears. See if you can get some time off to heal. See if you can get a partner to help you navigate all the decisions. Remember we are here!! Tina