Acceptance

I have bilateral ATN. When I get breakthrough pain, my first thought is that I have a tooth abscess and I need to call a dentist. Its so painful in the teeth or gums that I think it has to be something dental related! Does this mean I am not accepting of my trigeminal neuralgia? Am I still in the acceptance phase?? I realize after a few hours of the pain that it probably is or may be the TN but when the pain first comes on I am so convinced that it is something dental related...

Why am I kidding myself? Why do I set myself up for failure? I should know better after a few years that it is what it is but I dont for some reason. It has only recently started on the other side so maybe I am not used to it on that side? I dont know but I thought I would see what anyone else thought. How much misery do I have to endure until I accept this?

Please respond...

I have had it for 3 yrs now and I’m still in the denial phase. I hit the angry phase too. I am on meds and I’ve tried taking myself off of them and it’s very clear that I need them. I also have a spinal cord stim in my face. Your not alone. I’m sitting here with a numb face and think hmmm I should just go to chiropractor. I know it’s my tn but I still deny it.

Good luck I know the frustration.

Hi ORNURSE! I’ve had TN for only a few months. I didn’t really think about it until I read your post…I’m definitely in the self-pity phase. I believe that you are in a denial phase. It’s normally to cycle through a myriad of emotions when you have a condition such as ours. Just keep reaching out and hopefully we can all help each other get through these rough times. You are not alone!

I posted this here for grieving

http://www.livingwithtn.org/forum/topics/an-important-reminder-for-yourself-and-your-loved-ones-caretakers?id=2413731%3ATopic%3A184393&page=1#comments

Thank you for your comments and support. Seems as even though I have had TN for years, I still have a lot of head way to make in research and understanding. Being in the healthcare field for over 15 years now, I have always been able to focus on my patients and their wellbeing. Now I am forced to be the patient and I am definitely in the denial phase!!

I think ascertain amount of denial is natural and healthy. Deep down I think you know, we all do, but live in hope :slight_smile: