Still no progress

I am to the point that I have given up on the drugs. I would rather deal with the pain devil than the drug devil. Seemed like it was doing more harm than good. I have to work as I am the bread winner. I have no choice but to be clear in the head and fight through the pain. Do you have the pain to the touch in the center of the throat?

Yes, I have that same pain that feels like I have a knife in my throat and gets worse as the day goes on. I went off meds for about 3 months and couldn't take it. Now I am on baclofen which makes me speedy but better than others and does take away more pain than other drugs I have been on. I am eating again which I barely ate for 4 years and have gotten pretty thin so this is different to get use to. I admire you for working. I don't know how you do it.