Losing it?

So two days ago, I met with a pain specialist. He gave me a steroid injection in my left cheek to help with the anesthesia delorosa. I feel like I'm losing my grip on reality because now I have new pain from the actual shot in the muscle of my cheek. Losing it I say because I almost find the new pain enjoyable as it's not the usual horrific pain I have. It kind of distracts me from my "normal" pain from the TN. Anyway, just had to say.

((( hugs ))) Mimi