# And it's back :( **URL:** \ **Category:** Uncategorized Older than 1 year\ **Created:** [December 2, 2010, 12:45am UTC](https://forum.livingwithfacialpain.org/t/and-its-back/1056 "2010-12-02T00:45:13Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 3\ **Page:** 1
**Author:** ![Gia](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/g/57b2e6/32.png) [@Gia](https://forum.livingwithfacialpain.org/u/Gia)\ **Post date:** [December 2, 2010, 12:45am UTC](https://forum.livingwithfacialpain.org/t/and-its-back/1056/1 "2010-12-02T00:45:13Z")
My pain is back after a year of it being mostly gone. Now it’s back to it’s daily nagging pain with the occassional zap just to make sure I"m still paying attention. Luckily (ha) am going thru an aborted model of the stages of grief. Denial was short lived and the next three all lumped together right now and am slowly accepting the fact that my TN is back. I’ve actually started taking medications for it again. Just needed to let my frustrations out! Can’t cry cause it will only bother me more. Thanks for dropping in. ---
**Author:** ![Lily2](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/l/c6cbf5/32.png) [@Lily2](https://forum.livingwithfacialpain.org/u/Lily2)\ **Post date:** [December 2, 2010, 2:08am UTC](https://forum.livingwithfacialpain.org/t/and-its-back/1056/2 "2010-12-02T02:08:58Z")
Wow, Gia, Don’t I ever know it about the crying thing - wish I could! I let my eyes leak out a few drops and then shut it down to keep from making the pain worse. So sorry that you’re on the grief roller coaster right now. But at least you had some respite, right? Hugs, sorry you’re hurting, Lily ---
**Author:** ![Andrea\_S](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/a/eb9ed0/32.png) [@Andrea\_S](https://forum.livingwithfacialpain.org/u/Andrea_S)\ **Post date:** [December 2, 2010, 5:04am UTC](https://forum.livingwithfacialpain.org/t/and-its-back/1056/3 "2010-12-02T05:04:18Z")
I understand; hang in there!